My Next Hour

You ... you, no not you, that other guy,
You know who you are,
That swagger ... the fast walk,
Those beautiful brown eyes.

Yeah, you know you,
That handsome fucker holding my heart,
You know you,
Come here and let me kick you square in the fucking junk.

Enjoy what you enjoy,
Enjoy all those comforts,
Fucker ... suck it up and enjoy it,
Lick up every last drop of straight comfort.

No one has to look at you,
No one questions,
No one asks or casts a mean eye,
No one throws a punch.

No ... you get the best of it all, don't you?
You see and feel and steal,
You take what is and what was and what shall be,
And you horde it like a heart thief.

Come here,
Let me see those brown eyes,
Let them pour over this body,
This man I've become as years thud by.

Oh, I see destiny and despair in those eyes,
I see a life of pending love,
Pending desire,
Please hold sir your plane has yet to land.

Let me go let me go let me go let me go,
Let me go let me go let me go let me go,
Let me go let me go let me go let me go,
OH MERCILESS BROWN EYES LET ME GO!

Your soul rapes my present,
Your heart shits on my today,
Your desire is so unfulfilled it's a cheese from Switzerland ...

Can't you see I am faithless asshole who doesn't believe in men?

Can't you see I don't believe in any of you?
Can't you see that I hate your groping throbbing need?
Can't you see?
Can't you see how much this needs to mean something to me?

And I stop ... he stops / this me in today,
And I have no answers,
I hate you for making me hope.
I hate you for loving me ... you ... because all I want is to shine ...

Shine for what is, what can be ...
Ah, but fuck hope,
Fuck this ... fuck hope ... fuck this ... fuck hope,
Let me dissolve, let me evaporate.

Let me fall down,
Let me bleed,
Let me tare myself apart ...

I hear your notes and chords.

But I need your hands.

Brown eyes ... Take all I am,
And kill it,
And while we are destroyed,
I wait and walk into my next hour